Dear Suzanna, being trans is not great, I agree. But appearances aren't everything. No wide pelvis? An Adam's apple? No narrow shoulders? Who really cares if it's not you? But there are actually countless cis women who have exactly these attributes. I personally know women who have broader shoulders than I do. Women with Adam's apples and so on. Women who physically pass for men. There is everything, but unfortunately there is also a social image of men and women that people allow themselves to be seduced into. The only thing that helps is to get rid of it and believe in yourself. As a trans person, it is also very important not to listen to anyone else. Maybe your loved ones, because someone who truly loves you will tell you the truth. Everyone else on the street could stay stolen from you, even if you are cis. I wish you a lot of strength for your future.