How do you know you are a man? You just know. Some things go beyond outward appearance.
All legitimate thought processes on your part. I've been through a lot of things myself.
The thing is, yes, I can ruin my entire life by doing this. The way it's been. I can destroy that. But who is to say whether the next life will not be better?
Thank you for your contribution, honestly. I wish I thought in black and white like you. Some of it is not fair to others, but it makes your own life so much easier.