Your words do me good. And you are right. At the moment, the written word is a necessary outlet for me. I can never be who I am. I am an actress from morning till night. And maybe even in my sleep.

I don't know how to get out of this circle of hell without risking too much. But since I think that's not possible, I don't take risks, not one step too far. And so I suffer inside.

We will see what time brings.